PJStory

My life is a mess at the current moment, just after the midterm. I did pretty good on both of my portfolios (Art and Design). BUT—- i like killed myself finishing it and trying to study for art history (only a 2 days later).

I’ve always had this issue with my art prof (no names haha). It didn’t matter what project it was, i have just always felt that i’ve been unable to do anything in his class. He NEVER explains things clearly… like “how to” or does demonstrations. If you ever ask him a question he’ll just kind of tell you something, but when u think about what he said, it doesn’t help AT ALL. Just a complete douche. yes. A DOUCHE. (i’m already being nice about my word choice, i just wanna go off on a swearing spree).

Not everybody has the same high school art experience. Not everybody is at the same level on everything. And not everybody just understands his VAGUE instructions. He can’t just expect people to just KNOW what to do.

And the best part about this prof? If you try to argue or POLITELY persuade him on anything… he’ll just try to convince you that he’s right. It’s like… passive arguing that doesn’t get anyone anywhere. And on a certain assignment, I am just having SO MUCH difficulties with it, and I just dont understand anything. I can’t do anything. I am just wasting time attempting things. I just want to give up.

I’m probably just going to use this as a primary place to rant… well whether it be good or bad, and maybe just simply what goes on… XD I don’t really care if anyone reads this stuff of mine, but it’s just nice to use tumblr for this. =)

So. I’m a first year university student, I do have a major at the moment, but I’m thinking of transferring and changing it…. not 100% sure what I’m going to do. School’s started for about 1 month now, but to be honest I’m still not quite used to it. Huge contrast from high school. In high school I could get away with doing nothing or procrastinating just fine, but uni..? The workload is so intense that I seriously did a 180degree turn in my life. No procrastinating. Always starting on things ASAP and doing several assignments at the same time. For the quiz and assignments I have done so far, it seems that I am doing fine, but I am very worried for the projects that I have to hand in… and every day is a tiring day, just a matter of how the fatigue hits me. The best days are the 8hr days where I have one class after the other and I hate it… well, sometimes haha. Anyways, I think I should probably finish up on some projects rather than sitting here and just wishing that uni life was a bit more enjoyable…

Well , actually, uni can be enjoyable in its own way… It’s nice that my parents are more lax now (like staying out later and leaving me to do my own work). But I really wish I could spend more time with some of my friends especially ones that I graduated high school with, I don’t wanna drift apart just because we’re all occupied with studying in our own little bubbles.